i have not been this stressed since doing my undergrad degree, and that’s because it was absolute torture and then some. i don’t even understand. coursework is in. no exams. how have i ended up so agitated? so busy busy busy. but hey, at least i’m getting paid… because if i wasn’t, i would actually switch. (i say that but really i’d probably just collapse in the corner of my office and wail).

but yeah, the next few weeks have so much important life-event-worthy crap thrown in, and i’m nervous. but i can’t just sit and complain. so, i’m definitely going into superwoman mode. this includes doing an hour of exercise every day and not some pathetic half-hour stint. i haven’t been exercising as much because i haven’t been eating as much. i go out for a meal and then eat a bowl of weetabix and maybe some strawberries and then i’m done. MAKING SENSIBLE DECISIONS HERE. i do need the exercise though because i look in the mirror and all i see is obesity, no joke. really disgusting.

but anyway, first thing’s first: edit a forty-page document that is due in for monday morning. I CAN DO THIS. DEEP BREATHS